Tag Archives: Economy

Sticking a toe in the water….

22 May

Before the economy crashed, things were pretty awesome.  I was able to run my arty business from home, have the money and time to do pretty much whatever I wanted, and had the freedom to make whatever clothing I thought was cute and fun to sell.  I had my dream job of staying in my pajamas all day long, painting and designing clothing for all my adorable customers.

Then the economy crashed.  And the first 2 things that came to a complete standstill were sales of art and sales of non-necessity clothing… which is everything I did.  Sucks for me!!  So with that, I came to a screeching halt on making anything new until things got better and jumped into day-job land as an art director at a fantastic sunglasses company.

Fast forward 2 years…. guess what?  Things are better!  People can bitch all they want about Obama- but things are better than they were 2 years ago.  People have started spending again… and that’s a good thing.  When the media instilled financial terror in our society (whether it was warranted or not… and in a lot of cases it wasn’t), pocket books closed.  When an entire nation shut their wallets, business’s lost money and had to start firing people.  Those people weren’t able to pay their bills and lost their homes and there was less spending, which lead to more downsizing and more people being broke and more downsizing and homelessness and people being broke, etc etc etc.  The one thing that actually stimulates the economy (spending) is the thing that the media made people too terrified to do until people were actually at a place where they couldn’t do it.  Thanks, media!!  But that has gotten better.  I’ve seen it in the daily lives of the people I know, and on a national scale.  Is it great, or anywhere near where it was before the crash?  Of course not!!  But it is better.

So now that it’s better, I’m getting back into the game.  I wasn’t about to go into production on ANYTHING unless things looked a little brighter because going into production on ANYTHING is expensive, and I was broke.  But because of my amazing day job at the sunglasses company, and because of a few tips from glorious friends… Kristen Ferrell Clothing is getting a makeover and hitting it hard once again.

Last night I was up until around 6am with the flu putting my new sunglasses line on the webstore.  Here are a few examples of my new fun that I am SOOOOOOO excited about!:

Forrest Wayfarers- these already sold out, but more are on the way!

Daisy- which are one of my favorites!!

The cases all the frames come with (and these cases make me giggle)

And here's a preview of one of the new pendants that I'm making. This is made out of wood, and there will be oodles like this... and I LOVE them!!!

So good things are happening.  Finally.  This year has been a rough one so far and filled with lots of crappy drama thrown at me by terrible people and health bullshit and money woes…. but it’s all seeming to turn around.  And it fills me with smiles.  I hope all of your days are filled with smiles, too…. because you’re all fantastic bunnies!!!

And this is my personal message to the past stint of struggle that I’m starting to see my way out of:

Dear Past-5-Months... ya see that fat middle finger? It's all for you!! (but those glasses can also be found on my site to anyone who fancies them!)

Big love to you all, dearies.  And gigantic hugs for staying tuned and giving support!!!  I kiss the foreheads of each and every one of you. And you.  And you.

Drinking bleach and going blind…

12 Nov

Ok, so I haven’t actually been drinking bleach… but the thought crossed my mind on more than 1 occasion over the past couple days.  I’ve been feeling sluggish, and sad for no reason, and panicked over my financial state (sales have been down because of the economy, and it’s scary).

To try to fight the sluggishness, I’ve started exercising.  I used to do yoga, but now I’ve been finding myself too manic to have the patience to “stretch and breathe” for any amount of time.  It doesn’t calm me or relax me… instead I find myself dwelling on all the things I need to be doing instead of “stretching and breathing”.  So I started doing “step aerobics”.  It’s ok.  You can laugh.  I can’t bring myself to go to a gym (the gyms out here are all such creepy meat-markets, and I’m not going to pay money to get creeped out), so the “step-thingy” came with an instructional DVD (which is hilarious enough to keep me entertained while I work out).  And I found that if you strap 5 pounds of weights onto your ankles for the workout, it really makes you sweat.  That’s fought the sluggishness- but not the pesky overwhelming sense of impending financial doom that hangs over my head.

Now for the blindness… last night, out of nowhere, I lost my ability to see clearly.  One minute- normal visual clarity.  The next minute, everything had a bright “halo” around it, and I had double vision.  This didn’t stop for a couple hours.  I tried to text Brad to tell him I was going blind, but I couldn’t see the screen on my phone to be able to send him a message.   And it was really stressful trying to make Sully dinner, working with a gas stove, and not knowing exactly how close my hands actually were to the flames (in hindsight, I probably should have just ordered a damn pizza).  With all my other health problems, this is the one that creeped me out the most.  I can’t lose my eyes.  Being able to see is kindof what I use the most when making art- so this was totally unnerving.  I might actually have to go to the doctor.  Ugh.  Gross.  We’ll see.

On an entertaining note, our little Daisy Ding-Dong Stupid Face kitten is in heat.  I know, I know… we should have gotten her fixed by now.  But she doesn’t go outside, and all the rest of our cats are fixed- so there’s no threat of baby Stupid Faces.  And right now, she’s HILARIOUS.  She’ll strut around the house calling for a boy, find one of our boy cats and try to woo him… but since all our fellas are fixed, they’ll just look at her like she’s crazy, and look at us like “What the hell is her problem?”.  Then, when she finally realizes that she’s not gonna get laid, she’ll hiss and smack them, and strut away- rejected and furious.  Our poor fella cats are so confused right now.  I love it.

My last post got a crazy amount of responses, and thank you all for joining in the debate!  But since I always have to get the final word in (I’m an Aries… it’s how I roll), I’d like to post this AMAZING little video that lovely Laura posted as a comment on my last blog.  It’s so great that it deserves it’s own blog- so here it is:

I love it I love it I love it I love it I love it…..from the bottom of my heart, thank you Keith Olbermann.

Another quest I’ve taken on this past week is trying to teach myself how to crochet.  This has been maddening.  I’m college educated.  I taught myself corporate graphics programs on the computer.  I’m a somewhat intelligent person… but for some reason I just have not been able to figure out how to make pretty knots with a metal stick.  Why the fuck is this??!!  It’s giving me low self-esteem.  I attempted to make a crocheted cake- but it turned out looking like a stupid hat.  And I made a birdy that was supposed to be 5 inches tall, but ended up 3 times that size.  But last night I made a little koala for Sully that actually looked like a koala- AND  was the size it was intended to be!!!  Here are the photos of the birdy and cake-hat:

I’m getting the hang of it a little bit.  My ultimate goal is to be able to make gigantic life-sized stuffed animals of the characters in my paintings.  I think it would be totally hilarious to be able to snuggle up to a 6-foot tall 2-headed llama with bleeding boobs wearing nurses hats.  So this is my current endeavor.  I will conquer this craft.  Mark my words.

Aside from all that, I’ve marked down ALL the clothing on my webstore.  I’m broke. You’re broke.  So to help out all the broke people out there, I’m making things a little cheaper. I also figured out how to provide gift certificates online… so hopefully that will help make holiday shopping a little easier for some of the folks out there (I don’t even want to THINK about holiday shopping… I might just crochet everyone a scarf and be done with it).

And right now, I’m part of the First Annual Midwest Plushforms Show at Shoparooni.  This is an online auction of hand painted plushform dolls, and is a charity show for Toys for Tots.  They’re still putting all the little plushforms onto the auction, I’m not sure if mine is online yet because I got it to them last minute (I seem to be doing everything last minute- sorry, Shoparooni!).  But the folks at the store are amazing, and you should all check it out.

I believe that is all for the day… or at least all I can coherently relay.  That rhymed!  Ha!!

Bailout denied… now things are getting scary- or scarier…

30 Sep

I’ve been searching and searching for public opinion on the Bailout rejection- and I’m just not finding it. Why is this?  Reading articles written by reporters with political agendas is somewhat informative if you can see through their biased leanings… but I find out more about what’s really going on from political blogs, and responses to those blogs.  It’s kind of like a warped easter egg hunt… I’ll search for a topic, and find the most popular conservative blog- then I’ll scroll through the reponses to it and Poof!  There are all the informed and educated folks responding to crappy conservative rhetoric… and then I take that info and look it up to see if it’s actually fact.  It’s a ridiculous process… but it’s the one I’ve found that works out the best if I’m looking for real information.

But I’ve had a really hard time finding any commentary about the $700 Billion Bailout that’s worth a damn.  Why is this?  Is it that people just don’t have enough info to form an opinion (which never really stopped anyone from opening their mouths previously), or is it just that it’s more fun to shit talk the candidates then talk about the possible destruction of our economy?

Yes… it’s super fun to shit-talk the candidates…. but this situation that our befuddled Congress is trying to sort out is just as important as the election- and really really scary.  Why are people not discussing it?  Or sharing information?  Or just plain freaking out?  Because it’s TOTALLY freak-out worthy.

Yesterday, after the Wallstreet Bailout was denied, the stock market dropped almost 800 points (I think the exact number was 777, but please correct me if I’m wrong).  That is massive.  Why was it denied?  Because the members of Congress are too afraid of pissing off the public during election time to make a solid stand on anything.  This is BULLSHIT and is keeping anything from getting accomplished.

From what I’ve read, the general public was opposed to the Wallstreet Bailout.  And I can totally understand the frustrations of the public… people have lost their homes, their jobs, their possessions and financial stability.  The state of our nation is in such chaos because of major financial instution’s greed and horrifying practices… so why should THEY get the bail out?  Why not give it to the people who lost their security?

From everything that I’ve looked into, this is why…. In order for individuals and small business to grow and regain stability- Wallstreet has to have it’s feet on solid ground.  Totally shitty, I know… but it’s just the way it is.  Individuals and small businesses RELY on banks, lenders, mortgage companies, etc to grow.  How is a family going to buy a house if the lenders don’t have the money to lend?  How is a buisness going to get started, continue growing, or even pay it’s employees or it’s bills if their lender doesn’t have any money (a common business practice is to use money from borrowed lines of credit or the like to pay employees with, and then it gets paid back throughout the month as money comes in from sales).  If there’s no money to distribute to employees, businesses, or individuals- things come to a halt.  People don’t get paid.  Then people stop spending. Then businesses don’t have sales.  So people don’t get paid.  Then people stop spending…. etc.  Ya see where I’m going here?  That’s just one of many scenarios going on right now that are putting our country in a downward spiral.

Because these financial institutions have no money because the market has shit the bed, they have no money to lend.  So right now they’re not taking any chances on ANYONE unless they have impeccable credit.  For example, let’s say you need to buy a new car.  Right now, your credit score needs to be in the ballpark of 720 in order to get a loan or to lease one.  720!!!!!! The average American’s credit score is much lower than that.  So what does that mean?  People can’t get new cars, and the automotive industry takes a dive, and MORE people lose jobs, can’t pay bills, and lose their homes.  That’s why no one is buying houses (no money, and their credit scores aren’t high enough to get loans OR you now need 15%-20% as a down payment, and with the average home costs being close to $200,000- I don’t have $40,000 laying around… do you?), people who’s homes are have been on the market for a year or more while they’re paying 2 mortgages are having to foreclose, and things keep going down down down.

I think the wording of the denied “Wallstreet Bailout” was what pissed people off and confused them.  When you’ve lost everything because of the horrible business practices of big business, the last thing you want to see is the government bailing them out.  I totally get that.  But there is no way that anyone can make a plan that will save everyone.  And it took years for us to get to this state of emergency- so it’s going to take some time to pull things back together.  But the first thing we have to do is get the financial lenders (the ones who DIDN’T subscribe to illegal business practices) back on their feet so that they can start getting money back out into the economy- and then people can have the option again to buy homes, business can make sure they can cover their payroll so employees get paid instead of getting laid off, and the economy’s wheels can get back into motion instead of being at the grinding halt they’re at right now.  BUT the way this money is dispersed has be done under a microscope and with massive amounts of legislation so that it actually gets to the right people.  Nothing open ended, realistic and solid timelines, and the people in charge of this being kept in check.  I’m not sure if that’s possible considering our congress is made up of crooks fueled solely by their own greed.

As much as I would like to say “Fuck big business!  Fuck the banks!!  Give the money back to the people”… it just isn’t realistic to give everyone back everything they lost, AND still find a way for the economy as a whole to get back on their feet.  I think this is the first time I’ve ever supported giving money to the banks.  It’s one of those “big picture” types of things.  And since our entire nation is built on these lending institutions (whether we like it or not), those institutions need to be made strong again in order for a trickle-down effect to start.  I deal with small businesses daily (boutiques, galleries, various people involved in clothing production and sales, etc)- and small business is being destroyed because of the cancerous state of financial lenders.  Earlier in the year, all my small business banking loans got cut in half because of the banking decline (seriously, there was no other reason except that my credit score wasn’t over 700, so I no longer qualified for the amount I was previously qualified for, and they just took it back)- which means that I can’t make more products, which means my sales drop, which means I can’t pay my bills, which means I have to go back out and get another job (one with flexible hours so that I can be able to take care of my kid) AND run my company at the same time- but noone is hiring because everyone has had to downsize because noone else has any money.  If the lenders have stability, that stability is stretched out to the people.

That’s all I know from everything I’ve read and talked to people about.  But I would love to find out more.  I’m dying to hear other people’s ideas and possible solutions.  And if I’m wrong about some of this- please tell me!!  Because I’ve had little to go on except what the newspapers are saying- and they’re nothing more than propaganda for whoever’s agenda they support.

Feedback?  Anyone??

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